How most of us will feel tomorrow...

Happy New Year my friends!!  I want to start off with a little video I found today- this is awesome-


I hope that plays for you.
As we approach the new year, I want to reflect upon all the wonderful things that happened this year.  I will not make a list of worldly things (the discovering of a new planet, the untimely deaths of many loved actors/producers/icons etc), but rather, reflect upon some wonderful things in my own life.  This is probably more beneficial for me than you, but- hey-- you're reading it too :)
This year, above everything, I am grateful for all of my new friends.  It is amazing the opportunities that I got a chance to live, but my new and old friends stay number 1.  You are all so important in my life and I am so happy to have all of you around.  I am most fortunate for you and I thank you for letting me into your lives. 
Next, I got to work on my first television show (My Boys- episode 3.9), my first televison movie (Maneater- Lifetime), walk the red carpet (Wolverine Premier in Tempe), work on my first feature film (Piranha 3d) and got posted on the Fangoria and Gorezone websites. Through all of those projects, I met and worked along with amazing actors, directors and FX crew.  I couldn't have ever imagined the great things that 2009 held in store for me. 
I now belong to an acting studio in Burbank and get to work hands on with casting directors, have my official website under construction, am working with the Phoenix comicon, a new production company, and was in another music video- this time for the band Access Zero. 
Phew! busy year!!!  I can NOT wait to get moving on 2010!  I want to FAR exceed my accomplishments of 2009-- I am JUST getting started. 
What were the most important parts of 2009 for you?  What stands out the most, and what is the most exciting thing to be ending??
I have learned a lot about myself this year as well, especially what needs to be done in order to get the most out of life. We all have something that we are more passionate about than anything.  Talking to a friend on Christmas,we were reflecting on our loved ones lost and what we love most about being here on earth.  He said, "Do you know what the definition of  'passion' is?  It is what you are willing to endure for what you want most strongly. A strong driving force "   For me, loving every minute of life is what I am most passionate about, living for now, not being afraid of what MIGHT happen, taking chances, is what I live for.  I am not saying I do this easily, or even every day.  I do as much as I am able to though.  I threw the word "try" from my vocabulary a while ago.  Trying, is not doing, therefor there is no use in the word.  I may as well say, I thought about it....but just "didn't."
One of my favorite new people took the jump.  Stopped being afraid and just did.  He is now living and doing everything that he ever thought possible, and WAY more.  If we refuse to believe that things will go our way, then we are making that so.  The thing that we all must remember, is that you can never go wrong by doing.  If you are waiting for the "right moment," it will never come.  Honestly, if everyone thought that way, life would probably be a much more difficult place. It isn't up to me to change your mind, I am just saying what I believe. 
I hope that 2010 and many many years after are all very wonderful and full of love, life and happiness for all of you. 
xoxoxoxoxo
Vee

oh I know....

I’m back just to post a very quick little blog tonight.

It's more of just me spouting out about things that I have been thinking to myself and I wish that I could share with all of you the feeling that I have. I am a strong believer in the fact that we are all here for one reason, and that is to do everything we can to be happy. Religion isn't really something that I fall back on, or use as a crutch, so I believe primarily in the here and now. I am not saying I don't believe in some higher being, spirit, or entity. I am just saying that I do not believe in the sugar coated promises of something much much better than what we have here. We have some time here while our energy fuels our vessel and we have to make the absolute most of it. Every breath is beauty, power, and energy. I like to use that keep the most positive feelings flowing throughout. I am going to live life as I want. What I have the most fun doing, what fills me with absolute joy and complete passion is what I will live my life doing. There is no reason in the world not to. Why else would we be here? We are not living our lives for someone else. That is what they have their own life for. Look around, soak it in. Close your eyes and just breathe. Everything is beautiful. The world is so amazingly vivid and awesome and intense. While at the same time- soft, beautiful and soothing. Everything is unexplainable wonderful. When things get rough we can always just sit and listen to everything and remember that good news is always around the corner.

I may have confused you but that is exactly how I feel. I love so many things and can't wait to continue living and breathing in life.

Well, my friends-here are some new pictures for you all. Good night!